dirty-lil-secrets

2009-09-15T23:35:00.003+08:00

FINALLLLLLY! PATRINA IS MOVING OUT OF BLOGSPOT! WEEEEE! CATCH ME

@ TUMBLR! :)))))

aye, maybe i'll come back here if things are too complicated there. hahahah!

2009-09-08T12:55:00.003+08:00

back from driving this morning. man i suck.

i just realise actually i have very cute friends. one example is shane joseph. he's so fucking funny when it comes to girls. he brings out the kid in everyone. i think he's a jollybean in his pastlife. hahah!

vegetables are making me shit non-stop these days. YES! i'm eating vege now! lettuce! hahaha! thanks to mr johnny bravo.

" lets not pretend you're alone tonight... "

2009-09-02T12:59:00.002+08:00

bahhhhhh. i'm so in need of a job and not so in need of a job. idk. the it fair is so attractive but! i don't want to cancel tuitions! f.

hols have been going good. caught year one with hon ytd and it was fucking funny. jack black can come with the the stupidest shit ever.

I CAN'T WAIT FOR THE GENTING TRIP! WEEEEEE!

2009-08-10T14:23:00.003+08:00

finally! after days of waiting, he's back. it wasn't that agonising actually. studied with char love ytd at the airport. i had fun. thanks babe! :)

four nights in his house with his maid is like... not fun? Lol. i kept myself occupied by taking lotsa pictures using his webcam. hahah! but one thing i must say. it's damn shiok to have your own room with a big bed and a tv. hahaha! oh wells. now he's back to take the bed. i guess it's BED WAR! LOL.

exams are starting next week and i'm hell not prepared! gawd. gonna mug like a dog this weekend.

why is he taking so looooooong!!!!

2009-08-06T23:21:00.002+08:00

imissyousomuch. comebacksoonalright?

xoxo,
patrina <3

ps: chubb, thanks for always being there for me. i will be fine for the next few days i swear. i just need to stop behaving like a kid who needs her daddy badly. i know he's gonna be back soon right? i know. till then, i promise you that i will be strong that even a tilapia can't hit me down. i love you sweet. good night. :)

"i don't need a man. i just need you."

2009-07-24T23:52:00.004+08:00

had a sudden urge of blogging. so here i am.

cleared like 3 to 4 to-do-list a moment ago. it kinda sucked up half of my brains luh. yet to bathe, wash off my make up and finish one more fucking report! i'm so sleepy. :(

maybe sometimes i should see life in a different way. i'm always bothered about what i have and what i don't possess now. i don't know why, but i kinda feel that my life is so pathetic. well apart from having great friends, my family and a very very sweet bf, i feel that something's amiss. i don't need an answer. i need a direction. i'm so tired...

i want to say this to my dearest boy. it's been 9 months and things between are going strong. i guess. you are like the best thing that had ever happened to me. whenever i need someone when i can't get to sleep, i know you'll be there no matter how tired you are. you've given me the safest arms to fall in. and i'm glad i met you and your family. i'm glad i called you that night. the most significant night that turns our friendship into something more. thank you for always putting up with all my nonsense and guide me through my work. i wouldn't know what to do without you. you must be going like "ssssssss" now. hahaha! i love your cheekiness, smartness, humour and everything else! you will always be the some in my eyes and i will be the tty in yours. HAHAAHA! i love you baby. :)

19th! next sunday! wild wild wet! :)

2009-07-21T23:37:00.003+08:00

was uploading photos into fb a moment ago. photos that are old. damn old. i really can't wait for lrm students to come back. tp is so quiet without them.

it's 12 more days to my birthday! i'm really egg-cited. bb promised to bring me to wild wild wet. yes i know, what a silly place to go. BUT I LIKE! most prob celebrating with chris as we are only one day apart.

i've been like the biggest procrastinator for the past few days. project deadline calling out to me but i'm still here playing bejeweled (damn ADDDDICTIVE!), facebook-ing and blogshopping. i need to wake up! ...... but i don't want to do work. :(

"And there she is, shining her torch from above. "

2009-07-03T14:38:00.003+08:00

back from school after brunch with b. school's gettin busy startin from this week. projects x10000! gawd. i'm dying.

last sunday was b's birthday. celebrated with him on sat instead cos of flea titan. and to those who're not there at the flea this time, you guys missed out lotsa good deals! i spent 27dollars for 4 items! cheap huh. :D

aye. brought bb for transformers on sat and I TELL YOU! THE SHOW WAS AWESOME! let's just not talk about megan fox. whenever i start something about transformers in school, the first thing that comes to all their minds are MEGAN FOX! wth. i know she's hot luh. but. ah, nvm. dinner after movie. took bb to have steak @ the steakhouse clarke quay. their food was fucking nice. i love their salmon. and dessert at haagen daz. like finally. lol.

din really do much for him this year. dinner, photo frame, oreo cheesecake, yakult and movie. kinda budget uh. sorry hon! i hope you enjoyed anyways. :)

went for my first prac on wed morning. it is so fucking fun to drive!!! can someone just drop me 1.2k for me to book all my prac! i'm addicted to driving already! lol! i swear i'm going back soon.

2009-06-22T15:02:00.002+08:00

rahhhh. just woke up not long ago and my stomach is grumbling like mad now. and yes! no school for me today!!! :D

was at dj's bbq last sat. it was like a damai gathering and it's damn fun! home at like 3am.

this week's gonna be WOOHOOOO! baby's birthday and flea titan!!!! can't wait man! :D

2009-06-18T22:29:00.003+08:00

HAPPY EIGHTH MONTH J. :)

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2009-06-17T22:02:00.003+08:00

as i've predicted, barcodes for breakfast rocked my monday night with their super awesome show at the arena! the crowd was superb! check them out in their facebook fan club! can't wait for their next gig yo! ha!

stayed over at baby's last night. we had a game of spongebob monopoly. baby won. :( i think i suck at every game. lol. movie at ehub today. caught ghost of girlfriends' past. it was a nice show. sweet, romantic and funny.

" Pain is better than living with regrets each day. "

2009-06-15T11:36:00.004+08:00

idk why i woke up so early when i'm only needed to be out in the afternoon. anyhoos, barcodes will be performing at the arena today. feeling the jitters for them man. ha! they performed at homeclub two days ago and they rocked my night with all the other bands like thambi k seaow, ( i take them as one of my favourite bands now. :D ) death warrant and so on. i guess tonight it's gonna be another blast-off night for me! :) pictures will be uploaded after the two gigs.

i'm hunnngrrrryyyy. i used to go without breakfast when i was young know. but i realise as i get older, breakfast is like a must for me already. i think that's why i'm getting fatter. :(

this week's line up for me is still rocking. aye, maybe not tmr. ig meeting in the morning. ha! but wed meeting the girls, thurs 8 months with b, fri dj's bbq. well that's all for now. i hope there's more coming up cos I DONT WANT TO GO BACK TO TP! projects, lecture, tutorials, projects, lecture, tutorials. this cycle never stops man. zzzzzz.

DON'T BLINK THEY WON'T EVEN MISS YOU AT ALL.... omg. this song is stuck in my head. rock on barcodes! :)

2009-06-05T22:47:00.003+08:00

phew! hols are finally here! though it's just two weeks, but i bet it's gonna rock helluva awesome.

was at esplanade a few days ago with hun. inevitably thought of the days when we used to hang out there. it was sweet. and of course, it still is. donuts, sushi, fries, a lil company of some red ants and couples making out everywhere, it just made my day. aye, maybe my first part of the day wasn't THAT pleasant, but i still wanna thank baby for bringing me out. :)

anyways, here's something regarding barcodes for breakfast. they will be performing on the 13th and 15th of june at homeclub and the arena. tix are now selling at $12 for home and $18 for arena. i sincerly hope you guys can be there! it's gonna be awesome i swear. they will be live performances by armchair critics, the dividers, thambi k seow and of course, BARCODES FOR BREAKFAST! so call or text me if you're interested aye? :) here's more information for both gigs and let's rock through our hols! :) Homeclub & The Arena

2009-05-30T22:14:00.002+08:00

was asking myself why the fuck am i home on a sat night. and i thought about it. cos i need to STUDY! i know shit about mbs. i'm so dead.

i'm boreeedddd. like really boreeddd. played 2 hours of online games. but they were not much of a help. i needa get out of this house. anybody want to take me in? lol. thought of going to butter with fred. but knowing that mid sem is on mon, i feel damn guilty to even think about it. ha!

ok. time for me to transform into a bookworm. seriously. i hate studying.

2009-05-28T22:07:00.003+08:00

mid sem tests + project presentations = sucked up half of my brain. (yes, my brain is that small)

roleplay for hrm tmr and i'm not even ready. jap presentation was today. i was damn nervous luh. half way through my speech i realise i am still shivering! wtf right.

ihatequarreling.

2009-05-20T22:36:00.004+08:00

school has been like a maze for me lately. project datelines coming up and we're nowhere near finishing. and mid sem tests are coming. gosh. im so dead this time.

choosing my electives tmr. gotta blame myself for screwing last sem's gpa. now i cant get into banking and finance. :( so i will be choosing marketing and tourism.

haven't been catching up with lotsa people nowadays. gonna start with nadia this friday. i miss this girl and babe, you got to be strong. we all love you. :) though i'm in the same school as chubb now, i hardly see her. bet she must be loitering in design instead. lol. missed clique 12 outing last week as i got to send auntie doris and uncle brian off at the airport. it's just so cool that your friend can drive now. hopefully i wont miss the next outing. :) hols coming up soon. and i want to club. call me if youre going. :D

as for baby, its gonna be another 4 months till he comes back to tp. if only i have the power to fast forward my life. ha! met him for lunch today and something happened. after eating, he was stacking up the plates and suddenly, an auntie came.

auntie: wa xiao di... xie xie ni leh! (then pointing to me), ni you yi ge hen hao de nan peng you. ni yao hao hao ai ta, bu yao fang shou. ta shi yi ge very good husband. [ wa boy, thank you leh. (then pointing to me) you have a very good bf. you must treasure him, dont let go. he will be a very good husband. ]
john and i: ???!!!!!!

we damn shock. but at the same time, i was damn happy. i love you john! :)

aye. the weather is killin me. i need aircon. bye and night.

2009-05-18T21:18:00.002+08:00

Happy Senth Month baby. I love you. :))))

2009-05-14T21:48:00.002+08:00

stayed over at b's ytd. john was procrastinating in going to school this morning. after a round of persuation by me, he went. lol. i love nua-ing with him in the morning. we can always think of the sillest things to do. more stayovers are to come during the weekend! yippee!

made lunch for patrick today. mee tai mak! i tell you, it's super shiok zai sia! i had three big bowls and i still cant get enough of it. ha! skipped schoolz in the afternoon. yes i know. orh hor! hahah! i overslept uh. not a very good excuse but who can stand socio class if you're tired like fuck? lol. everyone needs a break. mine just happened to be today. hee!!

went vivo for dinner with b and did manicure at faceshop. we had superdog. their fish and chips damn shiok.

aye. off to online shopping! ohvola! here i come! :)))))

2009-05-06T18:06:00.003+08:00

went all the way to tiong bahru just to collect my voucher this morning. and it's real! lol. the place damn ulu luh. i almost lost my way sia. and oh oh! i just got to bitch about this auntie man! on my way to tiong bahru, i met this super kiasi auntie in train. i was merely coughing and i did cover my mouth k! she immediately take out her scarf and cover her nose sia! like as if i got swine! idoit!

brighter side, met bb after his class at vivo. yes! like finally. had lunch at thai express and we only paid $1.15 for two course meals! lol. that's how sweeeet being a member there. :) shopped around after lunch. bought bb a tee from topman which i find that will look damn cute on him. ha. hopefully he likes it too. :)

school is still as boring for today. mbs is eating up my brain. i want my holidays back! anyways, here's grandma 70th birthday pics. din took much cos batt low. lol.

2009-05-05T18:02:00.004+08:00

something OMGZZZZ just happened to me today. mum went to open the letter box and there was a letter for me. found out that i won a $100 fox voucher. THANKS CLEO! woohooo! this means spree for me and babe! :D

school was sulky. chris and i hate long breaks. we're like pathetic kids roaming around school. can i please get back to 1b10? i dont like my new class. hopefully i can get into a better class next sem. gonna work hard towards banking elective. OR maybe tourism. idk. still deciding.

and it seems like i'm nowhere near to seeing bb. he got tuition tonight. i got tuition tmr, thurs and on fri. ): i really miss him. cant wait for him to get back in tp.

"you're holding me back without even trying to..."

2009-05-04T15:15:00.002+08:00

school ends early for me today. in fact, i dont even have to be in school. was there just for ig meeting. and due to swine, you will have to take your temperature even before you step into the library. omg.

so here i am, stuck with my crazy lil bro who is playing with mum's bedsheet. idk wth is he doing luh. i'm just going to ignore him.

i really think i need bb back in tp with me. school sucks without lrm students. oh well, i will just have to rant for another.... FOUR months more???! %$%&#^*%

aye. off with jap research. wth can i find out about origami? pfft.

2009-04-27T17:18:00.003+08:00

back from school like 15 mins ago. and there's no hr lecture today! fucking stupid luh me. met chris and sajiv. slacked till 3 then went for some library research tutorial. like wtf. waste my time only.

i want john back in TP! not only john. everyone else! :(

anyhoos, wanna thank those who showed up at barcodes for breakfast's first gig. thanks for spending that 8dollars just to see him play and for a free pathetic cup of soft drink. lol. oh! they might be performing for more gigs. so continue supporting them aye! :)

the weather has been a bitch lately. i think i can cook an egg under my block. singapore.. snow please.

2009-04-19T23:29:00.007+08:00

omg. one and a half month is up. back to school. :( i no like!

out with baby to penin and raffles city today. it's HIS shopping day! ha! he bought everything he wanted. thanks to farhan, we got his topman tee at a steal. :D

yesterday was our sixth. i'm glad that we've made it this far. there were many ups and downs during the six months or rather, 10 months! lol! though we're like other couples, we quarrel, we give each other fuck attitudes and we i always screw things up, we're just different. deep down, both of us know that no matter how ugly things can get, we'll still solve it in a way or another. aye, maybe we din really solve it. but things will just get better between us. ok. i know i may sound a bit cheesy here but i dont care. i love this guy. this guy who is so talented in guitar, enjoy playing some stupid pilot game and watch naruto. every sec of my time with him is = to joy, love, fun and laughter. i'm really happy. john, i really am.

school's gonna be without him for six months. and i seriously hate it. no more sweet lunch, crashing each other's lectures (though we're not taking the subject) and no more seeing each other for just that 5 to 10 mins during our class intervals. i'm sad. really sad. and hopefully,things will not change. i'll miss you johnnie. i love you.

shall hit the sack soon though school starts at 3 for me tmr. shiok eh? hahah! weee! :)

happy sixth month baby. :D

2009-04-13T17:09:00.006+08:00

the flea during the past two days kinda made me rich. lol. i earned quite a fair bit but i can't win char and zann luh. they earn like $$$$$$. haha! those who din go for the flea, it's your lost man. i got damn cheap and nice stuff for as low as $3. plus, it's BRAND NEW! zann, char, nikki and i shopped like there's no tmr. how i wish the flea is gonna last for a week! ha! i swear i'm going to the next one if there is. not as a seller but a shopper. hee! and it seems like the whole tp was there man. so many familiar faces. gawd, why do all good things have to come to an end? LOL! (photos coming up!)

alone at john's house now. he went for guitar. i can't wait for his sis to come back so that i can go tampines 1! speaking of john, PLEASE SUPPORT JOHNATHAN CHUA AT THE UPCOMING GIG WHICH IS ON THE 25TH OF APRIL, SAT. HIS BAND, "BARCODES FOR BREAKFAST" WILL BE PERFORMING! IT WILL BE HELD AT A STUDIO IN KALLANG. TIX ARE NOW SELLING AT $8 EACH & YOU WILL BE ENTITLED TO ONE FREE DRINK. SO PLEASE TEXT ME IF YOU'RE INTERESTED K? THANKS! :)

aye, stomach growling. bye. :)

ps: shoppers! there's a new kid in the blog! visit 1912 for some rockin awesome shopping! :)

2009-04-10T22:32:00.002+08:00

watched wrestle mania 25th this afternoon with john's family. i just got sleepier and sleepier after each match. lol. i really can't live without my 10 hrs of sleep each day. stayed up with b last night watching beauty and the geek. it's my favourite show now. right john? :D

flea is tmr! & i can't wait! omg. my eyes are slowly shutting. i need to sleeeeepp. night guys. <3

2009-04-05T12:48:00.008+08:00

planned to shop ard tm and swim at b's,but it seems like it's impossible now. cos i'm only seeing fog through my windows. hur.

holidays are ending in another 2 weeks time. i dread going to school. :( plus bb is going to sentosa for one sem! :( BUT! nvm! chubb is coming in! this is like the only one thing i'm looking forward to. :)

can't wait for the science centre trip with b next wed. zillion years since i stepped into the science centre.

" i can't smile without seeing your face. "

2009-03-22T18:47:00.007+08:00

finally uploaded all e pics from my camera. this is the time when i flood my page with pictures. ha.

everything is kinda good for me nowadays. except baby's surgery. his condition right now is making me worried. people! please pray for him. :)

fuckin glad that i'm shortlisted for B.I.G. i can see myself hanging long in this club. HOPEFULLY. hahahaha! was out with clique 12 ytd. well, half of clique 12. ha! and we got a driver! shumin! damn cool. caught "coming soon" and it totally freaked me out. marine barrage after movie. it's a new reservoir at marina. nice place. :)

alfred's 19th.

2009-03-08T21:45:00.002+08:00

omg. seems like i haven't been here for so long. just a short one.

yes, holidays are here. found myself a job. telemarketer. fucking no life. well at least the flexible working hours allow me to take a breath. was at b's house for the past 2 days. wrestling, claypot rice, fruits for supper and quality time with b can never replace anything in the world. i love his family. i treat them like mine. hur.

uh... tmr's monday.... WORK!

2009-02-28T21:02:00.004+08:00

a message from baby boy on Valentine's day...

My love for you will die when the last rose withers.

Watch...

love, John

2009-02-20T18:11:00.005+08:00

today's the start of main sem papers. macro was first. checked my answers with prodigy tay jing yong. i think i'm screwed.

waiting for john at my house now. to STUDY! omg. books are draining my brain cells. i wanna escape from all this! for one f. diploma, we're studying like fags. :( why am i complaining so much.

i dont really know my point of being here. hur. i'm sleepy. so, bye.

[ i miss 1b10. :) ]

baby: babe, everytime i see you, can you remind me to carry you and do squats?

pat: huh? why? lol.

babe: cos i want to be able to carry you when you can't walk in the future.

AWWWWWW! silly sweetie.

2009-02-17T12:52:00.005+08:00

Valentine's was splendid with baby. met at bedok mrt and he surprised me with a bouquet of roses. one of it was a fake rose. i can't explain how dumb was i when i reacted. i spoilt the sweetness of it man. lol. sorry baby.

we went for a movie at cineleisure. slumdog millionaire. kinda funny plus scary. lol. then dinner-ed at clarke quay. baby refused to tell me where we're going until we reached that place. Indochine. the ambience was awesome. we sat by the singapore river enjoying every bits of that day.

baby's home after dinner. another surprise from him. he bought me a dress!! :) i was also damn eager to show baby his present. so i ran off to take a bathe. when i came out of the bathroom, baby was already doing something in his room. he lighted up candles and that moment was really heart-melting. brought out his present when he went to bathe. i did a scrapbook for him. with most of our pictures in it. oh! i wanna thank patrick for staying up with me finishing the book with me. you rock bro. :)

anyw, i can tell baby loves the book. he laughed so hard after seeing each pictures. lol. the night ended off with PS2! wrestling. which i suck at. haha! thanks for everything john. i love you. :)

and oh! wanna thank charmaine too!!! for that lovely present! i owe you one girl. :)

2009-02-12T11:22:00.003+08:00

blogspot is being a bitch. i cant upload my photos! argh!

got back my course grades few days ago. 1 B+, 1 C+, 1 C, 1 D, 1 D+. yea i know. it suck pretty much huh. hopefully i can do very well in the upcoming exams and pull up my gpa. *crossing fingers!

valentine's day is around the corner. havent got bb's present yet. it's gonna be a belated one. sorry hon! :(

still deciding if i should go school today. for that 2 hours of public speaking! boring! mum asked me to hang out with her instead. hahaha! what a cool mum i have eh. heh. anyways, i'm getting a lil hungry. lunch time! :)

2009-02-05T23:17:00.005+08:00

caught Bride Wars with babe, nadia and ryan! double date eh. hahah. GV staff was dumb enuff to give us tickets for the wrong movie. like kns luh! afterall, it was a good movie. :)

babe and ryan came up with the idea of going east coast lagoon for dinner. as it was a sunday, the place was packed. obviously no seats. so we decided to seat by the sea! romantic huh! :D good thing about it was, we can enjoy the cooling breeze. bad thing was, we ate in the dark. hahah! dinner was fucking awesome. we ordered mostly from the famous stalls there and we love every single dish. aye, except for the cockles. but i know babe enjoyed it. :)

anyws, this happened last week. i'm gawd damn lazy to update. projects are finally over and here comes april sem exams. TP is fucking busy huh. i know. and i hate it! school starts at 9am for me tmr. gtg! night!

2009-02-04T15:27:00.005+08:00

so many pictures. so lil words. i'm tired. ciaos.

2009-01-30T00:31:00.003+08:00

kena food poisoning two days ago. the feeling was unbearable. thank god baby was with me.

i hate cny.

2009-01-29T18:16:00.004+08:00

reunion dinner at ah ma's.

first day of cny. great-grand aunt's house, ah ma's and great-grand mother's.

second day of cny. relatives to my house, then to nanny's, sis's godma and john's.

2009-01-24T23:36:00.007+08:00

lets start from ytd. reunion dinner with clique 12. finally met them like after omgzzz years. lol. it was at bedok reservior's some tze char coffee shop. food was average. mahjong after dinner at elisa's house and then, to john's at 12am.

celebrated our belated third month today at jack's place. thank you so much hon. :) walked to katong for bus 12. but half way through, i went for mani and pedicure. :D bugis was next. we went to shop for our cny clothes. the place was flooded! bought baby his belated christmas present. a pair of levi's jeans . i can tell he really loves it. hahaha. and i finally bought the bag from charles and keith! i super love it can! lol. okok. tmr got to wake up early. night. :)

2009-01-22T23:41:00.002+08:00

gawd. idk why am i still here, blogging, but i really need to take a break. ob presentation is tmr and our powerpoint is not yet done, props for roleplay not ready and we havent even rehearse! yea i know. its like wtf. sigh.

spent like $56 on a new dress, a top and a pair of sandals in school today. char and i were happily shopping during our break when we were supposed to work on our powerpoint. hur. she was damn excited when i told her lockup stars set up a cart luh. she just went " where where??!!!! can we go please??!! '' lol. i love this girl. babe, if you ever see this, YOU ROCK CHAR! :D

celebrated uncle jack's birthday today. the food was awesome. & i really love john's family. they are like the nicest family on earth! i was late this morning for school cos i woke up late. rushed down trying to get a cab. but idk why all the cabs are bloody on-called. damn panicked cos i thought my test starts at 9am and i'm already 5mins late. imagine if i really wait for a cab! i think i will totally miss the test luh. lol. so i called john. as he's always the first person that comes to my mind. :) he tried to calm me down. so as i was saying, john have the nicest family, uncle jack offered to fetch me to school after dropping john. i was damn ps luh. lol. but anywoos, thank you uncle jack! <3

aye. i think its time for bed. my eyes are like semi closed. night. :)

2009-01-21T12:11:00.003+08:00

school starts late for me today. contemplating on mac cos i'm so broke. but i'm hungry! =(

yet to buy my cny clothes. going bugis with baby on sat to get everything. anywoos, i got the best uncle and aunt in this world man. uncle jeff gave the three of us each $100 voucher to get our clothes and aunt shirlyn bought us clothes. ha!

i saw this bag in charles & keiths 2 days ago. its god-damn nice! but the price also damn nice. save money!!!!!

wa lao eh! i'm really hungry. FOOOOOOOD! - ordered mac in the end. woohooo! =D

2009-01-19T12:57:00.004+08:00

ended school early cos char decides to go wed lecture instead of today.

din realise CNY is just next week till syl told me this morning during marketing class. & oh! marketing is NEVER fun. so i started doing stupid stuffs like irritating the tutor, squatting on my chair, making unneccesary noises and singing lantern songs. hahah! i totally dislike school can. especially when this month is the " so many projects " month. pfft. i'm drained. i need breaks, shopping and hugs.

[ lil cutie starts school! ]

[ meet phelps! =) ]

[ i miss you baby boy. ]

2009-01-13T23:29:00.003+08:00

omg i'm alive! this month is insane luh. so many deadlines to meet. ahhh! i need breaks! like now!

cny is finally coming again! yet to buy my new clothes! maybe next week.

*yawns! i'm sleepy. night. <3

2009-01-10T23:33:00.007+08:00

tp madness & mum's 43rd birthday at Sakura! =)

signed up for driving license with babe, kiew and ryan. can't wait to be on the wheels! weeeeee!

2009-01-06T09:52:00.003+08:00

omg! how stupid can i get. i wasted one hour of my sleep! i woke up at 830am when class only starts at 11! argh!!! i was even ready to get out of my house already! shit luh! gonna rot till 930am. ass.

aye. since i got so much time left to rot. lets talk about new year resolution!!!
1. slim down to 50kg!
2. stop skipping lectures!
3. get a gpa of at least 3.
4. keep my closet neat and tidy at all times.
5. earn more money.
6. spend more quality time with hon, family & friends.
7. cut down on my spendings. recession!
8. sign up for driving lessons!

i kinda hope 2009 goes smoothly even though there's recession. gtg.

2009-01-05T13:27:00.008+08:00

hola! its 2009! yea i know i may be a lil too late to be happy about it but nevertheless, HELLO 2009! :D

its been a week since 2009 stepped in. din really feel the new year mood this year but i'm glad i spent it with hon. =)

here are pics that have been overdued for two weeks! =)

[ on our way to chris's house for NY celebration! ]

[ dearest char rocked my house. ha! ]

caught Ong Bak 2 with the rest at suntec. the show was BORING! should have watch Transporter 3. lol. went to play some arcade games with baby while waiting for the rest. :D

[ we wasted $4 for this stupid game! ]

2008-12-30T21:58:00.010+08:00

aye. before 2009 arrive, here's last week's christmas celebration! =) that day was auntie stella's house (baby's godma), great grandmother's house, lido for twilight, then dinner with Barcodes for Breakfast at Sun with Moon.

[ best christmas gift from baby. =)))))) ]

[ this advertisement damn funnny. lol. ]

[ this will probably happen in ten years time. LOL. pedestrains paying ERP. ]

2008-12-26T21:50:00.010+08:00

MERRY CHRISTMAS people. kinda lazy to talk about what had happened over the past two days. so i shall just talk about christmas eve first.

met baby at my house and off we went to orchard to meet clique 12. caught Nothings like the Holiday. the show was alright. just a lil action-less. ha! skipped dinner with them as hon have to go to his cousin's house. and damn his cousin have cats. THREE! lol. they aren't that scary afterall. at least they din purr or jump on me. lol. was there till 10.30pm and uncle jack sent me home to get my stuff for stayover at baby's house. hee.

midnight mass after that! it was my first time celebrating christmas in church. not that boring luh. lol. i had fun. went separate ways with hon after mass. i headed for elisa's house whereas he went christopher's. wei liong was my secret santa. well, not that secret this year as we agreed to make it open. lotto, opening presents ( i got a mickey glass figurine, mickey card and a handphone strap that has my name on it! =D thanks wei liong! ) mahjong and log cake before i went baby's at 3.30am.

2008-12-22T20:53:00.026+08:00

i've been to the zoo, zoo, zoo. what about you, you, you. lol. early mass and long journey to and fro. but thanks for bringing me to the zoo anyways sweetpea! i had fun! =)

[ white tigers that BITE! lol. ]

[ look at its tail! ]

[ the size of an orang's hand. eeewww baby! lol. ]

[ he's imitating the orang. ]

[ my favourite animal! giraffe! ]

[ lunchtime! ]

[ my favourite road in the world. ha! zebra crossing ]

[ mr zookeeper! there's two orangs on loose here! lol. ]

[ new species of animal in the zoo. ]

[ presenting, johnny utan! hahahah! ]

[ & patty baboon! hahahah! ]

2008-12-20T15:26:00.002+08:00

i just got to talk about the sweet act baby just did. he surprised me with lunch!! As i said, family all left for their weekend activity and i was alone at home dying of hunger. lol. i ordered mac and was eating with telly until someone knocked on my door. tried to peek at the peek-hole but it was covered with someone's finger. yes yes! its JOHNATHAN CHUA! i'm sorry i din tell you about ordering mac. hee. nasi lemak was way better than mac of course. =))))) can't wait for tiramisu, zoo &&&& =D. you know what i mean. i love you a million times johnny. hugs & kisses.

2008-12-20T12:01:00.003+08:00

baby and i celebrated our two months 2 days ago. caught the movie IP MAN at Ehub with johnny, ryan and marcus. the show was awesome! donnie yen look so cool! ha. superdog-ed after movie and home sweet home! =) HAPPY SECOND MONIVERSARY BABY!
helped out my relatives in selling uniform at Bedok South sec just like every year. better this year cos i don't have to go back to the main shop. ha! home at like 3plus after lunch. mahjong session at night and that's why i skipped st james with the rest. aye. family left me alone at home going johor, work and meet bf! i also want to meet bf! lol. ok. telly time! ciao.

2008-12-18T15:04:00.007+08:00

today seems to be a good weather for sentosa. in fact, the best weather. blame it on my laziness. i made him angry. i'll make it up to you aye sweetpea. together with baby, nad, ryan and marcus, we went st james power house last night. helluva fun! cabbed home at 2 am.

2008-12-13T16:33:00.007+08:00

went to collect my pay early in the morning with sweetpea's company. =) after dividing all my money, i'm left with 70. wth luh. shopped at cotton-on and now i'm left with 20. woohoo! lets see how i survive for the next 4 days. pfft!

anyhoos, pictures during exam period. airport and simei starbucks! and there's cynthia's 17th birthday! =)

[ meet melvin. =) ]

2008-12-12T17:35:00.003+08:00

EXAMS ARE FINALLY OVER! SO SAY HELLO TO HOLIDAYS!

was done with my last paper since 4. i'm like dying for my holidays luh. ok now. lets see what's up for holidays!!!!

there's sentosa! phuture! st james! tuition! nua-sa-tion with sweetpea! &...... idk. haven't thought of much yet. but i gotta get christmas presents soon. *counting* eh eh. a lot uh. die. sure broke. ha!

sending char off at the airport tmr. lil girl is going tokyo! she better get me mouse. lol. aye. i'm not so mean to her luh. i love her! many many! =)

contemplating on whether i should go world champion's house or not. very far leh. changi is like the far east of singapore! hmmm..... how....

oh oh! i stole pictures from de jun's blog! i won like 80 plus from mahjong that night! most of it came from jeremy low! and yes! he went for NS already. awww..... so sad uh. good luck dude and nice hair! heee!

2008-12-06T21:15:00.002+08:00

I.H.A.T.E.S.C.H.O.O.L.P.R.O.J.E.C.T.S!

mass at 6.45am tmr and i'm so not complaining. cos i know after seeing sweetpea, i'll be fine. :)

sending hillary off at the airport tmr. she's going to hk. like super shiok huh. mid sem tests are gonna start next tues & my brains are not functioning well for it yet. screw this.

i want to go to the zoo soon. i want to see the giraffes. and pigs. and bears. and monkeys. and the tigers that will chew you into bits.

nuff said. i love you. night. :)

i feel like floating and blue shall be the colour...

2008-12-02T21:54:00.003+08:00

what can be more boring than school? school. mid sem tests coming up next week. dying.

here are pictures from barcodes for breakfast's last jamming session.

i love you world champion. hee. can't wait to spend more time with you this coming weekend. i miss you so much. love.

2008-11-23T23:01:00.003+08:00

was at airport with sweetpea, marc, mark, hillary, chris & ryan ytd night. we were all there to fetch nadia alvina! this girl went aussie for four months and now she's back! sentosa soon babe! =)

no school for happy kids tmr! yeah! my group declared a holiday for ourselves tmr. wanted to stay over at sweetpea's. but he got school tmr. *pouts.

aye. feeling sleepy right now. bedtime! night. =)

2008-11-20T21:11:00.004+08:00

procrastinating on OB lecture tmr. school's like a chore to me uh.

results for streaming exercise was out this afternoon. i'm taking Diploma of Business next year. :)

impromtu speech today. was damn nervous. my topic was " Meat is better than vegetables. " oh yea man, i got the right topic. i got so much to rant about vegetables! ended up, i neglected about telling why meat is better. my bad points on vege outweigh my meat! dumb right! my tutor said that my structure was good though. awww... i suck.

2008-11-19T23:56:00.002+08:00

oh well. five freakin days without my cybershot phone! fucktard. got to bear with this nokia phone luh. like going in for NS sia this phone. lol.

recently sweetpea & i celebrated our one month with chris & hillary. made a card for him. damn cute luh. obviously there won't be any photo cos... ok forget it. skip that. lol. && he bought me a rose! heeeee. dinner at downtown's Hei sushi and went for a game of bowling after that. i suck at bowling to the core can! it was fun afterall luh. stayed over at sweetpea's house. i love his bed man. super comfortable. lol. aye, anyways, happy one month baby. hope you enjoyed that day. :)

school at four tmr. uh huh. shiok right. hahaha! oh oh! results for which diploma i will be taking for year 2 is gonna be out tmr! *crossing my finger!* lemme get into business please please please!

aye, shall hit the sack now. night.

2008-11-12T18:46:00.003+08:00

sick. down with flu & cough since 2 days ago. free from school for 2 days. good huh.

everyone's in a dilemma now. but i know i want to go very badly. yes. you're being nice to coordinate the whole trip. but. =( idk. what if no one wants to go during dec? =( maybe i can go alone and ride the roller coaster myself. hmmm...

polyclinic's med are fucked up. i'm suppose to be drowsy now but i'm not. the doctor din even examine me properly can. ok. i think i'm cranky. shall try going to bed.

I WANT TO GO *******! =(

2008-11-09T22:01:00.002+08:00

omg. it's monday tmr. weekends burnt out by work. like wth. damn fucking boring. i think i prefer giving tuition. aye patrina. hang in there. it's just another THREE mother weekends and ka-ching! yes yes. its all worth it. whatever.

can't wait for december to come. i need a holiday. i'm so tired. hopefully the genting plan kicks back. baby said if not, we will still go somewhere with ryan & nadia. weee!

another clique 12's birthday. desmond chua. had dinner at 85 last friday.

2008-11-06T21:41:00.002+08:00

kinda sick of going to school already. how i wish i can quit! aye. just joking. heh.

here are pics over the past few days in SCHOOL. pfft. we're like jail birds! lol.

having product training for my new job tmr. new job: a promoter. yes i know. damn stupid. but the pay is freakin good! i think i just have to just get pass that 4 weekends then. ha. gotta go. =)

2008-10-30T21:09:00.002+08:00

waiting for my nails to get dry right now, so i decided to blog as i wait. :)

school aint going right for me. had been waking up late for lectures lately. skipped 2 to 3 lectures already! godd! i can't skip anymore! i don't ever want to take supp papers again. nonetheless, i still love going to school. cos i enjoy seeing char, baby and everybody else! :)

hey john! i tell you a secret! hee! i love this game. baby is getting fitter. i like! rugby, gym, swim, ping pong and back to the cycle. true true. baby just called and said that he's going to swim. he was at the gym a moment ago! rock on baby! :)

aye. here are some random pics. ciao. :)

[ john's nephew. tyler! damn cute boy! :) ]

[ tyler's bro. dylon! :) ]

[ crashed john's lecture! :) ]

[ i drew this! :D ]

2008-10-29T20:51:00.005+08:00

Phuture & Zouk with damai friends last friday to celebrate min hui's 18th birthday. hell fun! cabbed home with zhao kai around 4am.

2008-10-23T12:11:00.003+08:00

first week of school = b-o-r-i-n-g. lectures that can put me to sleep = b-o-r-e-d-o-m. new cds, public speaking. say hi to my first classmate! SIMONE! yes love! we're classmates! =))))

kinda in need of dollars & cents nowadays. tuitions coming to an end. gotta find new job! i'm missing boyf. right now. we've been good. i'm glad we made it baby. have been looking back to the previous post for umpteen times. it was a sweet memory to really have. thanks baby. & a big thank you to those who've tagged in the tagboard. =) his new house is goddamn addictive to keep staying over. gym, pool, queen size bed & did i mention about his new love pet fish? we named it PHELPS! hahaha! he's damn cute.

school starts at 4 for me today. cos i skipped lecture. hee. made a pact with b. i will not skip any lecture or tutorial starting from next week onwards. let's just see how far i can go about this pact. mcdonalds for breakfast. the thing about their breakfast, they always make me wanna shit so badly. here it comes again. i need to go. ha! ciao.

2008-10-18T22:58:00.023+08:00

& yes. my sweet dream finally came true. we're official baby.

knew nothing about what's gonna happen today. it all seemed normal. great acting people. i can't thank you guys enough for everything. i've never been so happy for a long time since. thank you john. i'm touched. i really am. it was worth the wait. i din regret waiting. you're the one. i don't ever wanna let this beautiful story end. walk with me.

came home right after tuition today. aye, let's start off with stuff on my side. totally clueless. hon came my house after his tuition saying that he wanna leave his bag in my house. that doesn't arouse any suspicion to me cos his bag don't go with what he's wearing at all. bathed, spongebob-ed, & refreshed nail colour. 4.30pm, left house.

first stop. Suntec (according to john at then). i thought it would just be a plain nice dinner that night. but i was fucking wrong. in a good way of course! asked where we're going & he said the concourse.

me: hon! that's at golden mile! near my aunt's house

him: no no! it's around here. it's a sliver ROUND building.

me: trust me luh! it's at golden mile. i know where!

him: wait wait. i go ask for direction.

( asked me to wait aside and went to a man. )

him: ok, i know where already.

& uh huh. the sliver round building was SINGAPORE FLYERS! damn excited can! hon booked tix this morning without me noticing even though we're at the same house! goddess luh this guy. heee. weeeeee! Singapore flyers was cool! went to the koi pond that they have next. fed em for just $1. =D

supposed to take bus 961C after the ride for dinner at some mysterious place. but the board wrote that the bus only operates during sunday & public holidays. so we took cab. actually the place was meant to be a surprise till i got there. but hon got to tell the uncle where we're going. so there he goes.

him: uncle. anchorpoint. opposite ikea.

me: hehehehehehhehe! i know where..... =DDDDDD

yes yess!!!! DISNEY RESTAURANT! more like a fast-food restaurant luh. everything's so cute! everything's MICKEY MOUSE! i went totally gaga there. bought a notepad, a notebook & got a free file. all mickey mouse! =D the menu's kinda stupid. we were so lost in how to order! lol. food was okay. if you love disney, you will love there. it will bring a big smile to your face! like this -> =D

bus-ed to redhill & took mrt home after the sumptous dinner. played the "blink" game with hon during the train ride. when we reached bedok, i was like thinking " huh? going home already? lol. " wasn't supposed to ask any questions. so i just kept quiet. hee. when i got home, he took his bag and asked me to stay home. usually i will send him to the lift door. but this time, he insisted of me not sending him there. that's when i smell a rat.

patrick urged me to take a look at my blog. from there, i kinda know what's happening. & there it is. baby's sweet lil doings. a knock knock on my house door & i was so excited to open it. i was just expecting a bouquet of flowers. uh uh. nope! candles & roses at my doorstep. my heart melted. for a second, i can't believe my eyes. i've never felt this way before. & neither has anyone did this for me before. i walked out, hugged & kissed him. i teared. the day i've been waiting for is finally here. screw all those emo posts. i'm so happy right now. while hugging john, i saw hillary at the corner of my eyes. & omg. the whole band was here. chris, mark & marcus. thank you everyone & patrick. & thank you zann! for the post that you've written for john & i. =)

18th october 2008. a day which i will never forget. thank you so much john. i love you. mwah! =)

here are the videos taken by patrick & hillary. :)

The one with the rest of our lives.

2008-10-18T14:07:00.006+08:00

Patrina Tan Hwee Ying

Will you be mine?

That's right, i've hacked your blog!

I hope you enjoy the flyer,

cab ride,

the mickey restaurant,

and the looooong ride home.

BLINK!

I know you've waited long for this.

I'm truly sorry.

I wanted to make it special for you.

Though i know this is not worth such a long wait.

Hah!

This whole episode of our lives will be documented.

Play along alright?

Come out baby,

i'm outside..

Love,

Johnathan

2008-10-16T20:27:00.005+08:00

Dixon's 18th birthday partey!!! We were all invited to the Aranda Country Club. Most of class 6F were there. i'm kinda lazy to write everything. so, i'll sum up. went bowling after bbq. i'm damn pathetic luh! lowest among all of them! home after bowling. =) pictures.

[ poor dixon. ]

[ our F4 back then. hahaha! ]

Time-table was up this morning. love it man! & oh! my CDS! Public speaking! John said it was easy. can't wait! =)

2008-10-12T23:19:00.003+08:00

For the one who has been my bubble of joy, sunshine and love. Johnathan Chua.

Was looking through pictures that both of us took quite some time ago. Some were even from our sec school days. We're all changing. In a good way of course. Fate can bring someone that you will never expect to you. & mine has come. Someone who i've never thought would be the one, surprisingly was. Ily john.

Negligence is a mistake which you will never realise. I'm sorry baby, my bad. & thank you for eveything. =) can't wait for the queen size bed! woohoo! hee.

2008-10-10T23:24:00.003+08:00

stayover at alfred's was awesome. some sort of a primary school clique gathering & this time, with andrew. cool huh.

down to parkway to get mixers & chips before going home. that night was all about fun. drank, mahjong-ed, chips, jokes & more jokes, we just couldn't get enough. =)
monopoly should be next but we were all too lazy. so there goes andrew. into his sweet dreams. lol. had supper before bathing. & the problem came right after when we're going to sleep. everyone's snatching the bed! poor alfred. he took the mattress on the floor. lots of combination in putting us to the right bed. it took us till the next morning, 8.30am to decide who sleeps where. & that's when everyone's tired. haha. & oh! i've not yet mention about the exciting wrestling match i've caught. fucking funny luh. pillows & quilts swinging towards everyone's (vic,jo,fred) face. it was a handicap match. hahaha!

appointment at 2pm to dye my hair. so i left early.

then to orchard with hon in the afternoon. to get my new school bag!!! weeeee!! dinner at far east and trained home. saw simone during our train ride. i miss this girl so damn much luh! =) alright. time for bed. i need my rest! night! =)

2008-10-08T12:21:00.002+08:00

I'-M B-O-R-E-D.

blogshopping is burning my pocket. bought 3 items this week. kinda shiok luh. but i'm spending so much already! broke. hahaha.

maybe i will play some games, maybe i will go back to sleep, maybe i will.... idk.

ok. this is getting lame. bye. :D

2008-10-05T23:07:00.005+08:00

this hypocritical world is driving me crazy. & maybe hon was right. everyone has a side of their own. the hypocrite side. you can never live without this skill.

kick that aside. holidays going well for the past one month. picked up another tuition assignment. accounts for an ITE student. hopefully i'm able to impart all i know to her.

surprised hon at his tutee's void deck today. this boy sure knows how to read my mind. & that's bad. it was a success though he suspected. ha. i tried to surprise him twice previously but it failed. can't blame the weather can i. & john. i really need you to know that i love you. despite all the ups & downs we're having now, i still love you as much. & i apologise for being so unreasonable ytd. even me myself, find that i was unreasonable. cos i can't find any reason to get angry with. thanks for being understanding aye.

all these while, i thought i was ready to be a good gf. but i was wrong. there's so much i gotta quit before i can have you. but i'm willing to. i'm just afraid time will break us apart again. sometimes you really made me wonder. why on earth you chose me. your family, friends & love have been a blessing to me. & i really appreciate everything. imma girl who doesn't really know how to express myself. i'm bad at words & it sucks.

i'm sorry if i ever made your heart sank. i'm sorry if i made you think twice. i'm sorry if i caused any unhappiness in you. i'm sorry if i didn't give you enough space. i'm sorry for apologising to this kind of shit now. cos i shouldn't be. if you know what i mean.

aye. now for the appreciation. thank you for all that you've done. thank you for enduring all the shit that i gave. thank you for making effort in this r/s. thank you for being my bestfriend & bf at the same time. thank you for sharing whatever you have with me. thank you john.

i know something good is coming. & i can't wait. i can't wait to fall into your arms once more but with ineffable joy this time. i look forward to everyday with a smile cos you're here with me. " All good things come to an end. " hopefully not for us aye? i love you cupcake. :)

aye people. i'm sorry if i disgusted you with what's up there. :D night!

2008-09-30T22:49:00.007+08:00

Knee & wakeboarding with John & Christopher. =) i kinda suck. & the water. IS DAMN SALTY & FISHY! lol.

2008-09-28T22:24:00.003+08:00

can't bring myself but to admit that Fernando Alonso was good tonight. i wanted Lewis Hamilton to win! or at least come in second luh. Wasn't Massa's night though. Pulled off the fuel hose. gosh. Twist & spills caught me on my couch for two hours. exciting race indeed. hon was so nice to put me over the phone with the ongoing race so that i can hear the cars. hahahahaha!

aye, so F1's gone. what's next? YOG! Youth Olympics Games. Singapore is doing good uh. haha.

patrick is hogging the room again. online mahjong then! night! :)

[ i looked back & smiled. ]

2008-09-27T23:38:00.003+08:00

aye, so F1 is really interesting. I sat down with my dad & watched the whole qualifying round just now. Poor Fernando Alonso & go Lewis Hamilton! Ha! Felipe Massa was really great. He won Hamilton in every round today! &&! Heikki Kovalainen is damn cute! Can't wait for tmr's final race. Hee. Lucky hon, can watch the 3 day race at the grand stand. He said it was very loud though.

so it's sunday tmr. no plans before 3. i miss boy. so much. ok, i shan't be too clingy. hahahah. not official but it all seems like we've been dating for years. & of course, i still love you as much john. :)

garrr. i'm tired. i'm waiting for my bedtime stories to come. good night. love.

2008-09-26T16:43:00.008+08:00

Garrrr. Holidays will be ending in a few weeks time. Well time spent with hon over the past few days. He brought me out on a date! heee. Dinner at Wheelock Place's Sun With Moon japanese cuisine. Mouthful sushi, exotic fruit punches & excellent service. Good food and place i must say.

This is how you look like when you have a very big superb sushi in your mouth. Ha.

Back to present. Breakfast-ed with Auntie Susan, Uncle Jack and John. Hide & seek in office with hon got me crazy. I suck at hiding can! Lol. End up desperately using cushions covering up myself. Hahahahaha! He left for F1 ushering a few hours ago. So cool right! Can go F1... I regret for not going for the interview luh. Anyways, office! =))Hmmm... I miss you... =)

2008-09-24T15:31:00.008+08:00

& yes, finally met up with chubb love. It's been quite a while since the both of us talk our heart out. First to her house with Mcdonalds. Camwhored before going out to camwhore more! Ha! Chilled at Siglap's Starbucks & tuition after that.

To Zann Quek, the happy kitty kat.

I honestly can't thank you enough for supporting me in whatever i do, let alone being the big sister in my life despite i'm the elder one! Ha! You never fail to solve doubts in me. As i said, you're the answer to my life. No matter what, i've got your back too. & oh, as for the hefty sum of amount, it adds up to more that i've owed you. Dinner's on me next month babe. I love you. =)

2008-09-22T23:30:00.008+08:00

Hate it when fats are turning to say hi. To counter that, i went jogging after dinner. Gonna do it often. Awww... why.. why do you hate me... Hahaha!

Back to days where those photos belong to. Cheryl's newborn baby, Alison's (John's sis) Suspenders 21st birthday party at costa sand & Shaun's 18th birthday party at ECP.

[ Johns' gonna kill me for this. =D ]

[ Damaians. ]

I hate games. AdDictive games. I'm nOt selfish. But i fucking haTe games. Especially gAmes that have stupiD, ugly & Disgusting creatures running arOund aimlessly, killing other useless creaTures. I don't understAnd. AT ALL. I'm not angry at anyboDy. But I'm gOnna fucking curse The person who invented it. He hAs no idea how much misery he haD caused tO me. Zann jusT made me felt better. Oh well. I think i'm done complAining. I guess you guys shoulD knOw which game i'm Talking About by now.

2008-09-16T21:48:00.005+08:00

The other day during Barcodes for Breakfast's jamming session with John, Ryan, Chris, Hillary, Mark & Marcus.

2008-09-15T23:53:00.014+08:00

Yes yes! Pictures time! Night out with my 3 best pals. Victoria, Joanne & Alfred. I can finally ride in one of my friend's car! Wooohooo! Alfred damn cool luh! Hahah! Went Arab Street for dinner then to Haji Lane for sheesha. Left around 9 plus to Geylang for some "sightseeing". Damn fun & exciting! LOL! Drove thru Mcdonalds at ECP to get supper. & lastly, to Alfred's suppppppppper nice house. =))))))

2008-09-15T01:20:00.002+08:00

Aye, i know i'm supposed to bring in pics from yesterday night. Waiting for Jo to send me all the pics. Kinda lazy to upload twice. Hee.

Hon's call woke me up this morning. Agreed to meet him 3pm at Parkway but chubb called at 1, saying that she's going Parkway too. How coincident huh! =)) Met up. <3

Shopped around with hon & mass at 6pm. Dinner with his family before sending Auntie Susan & Uncle Jack to the airport. Wishing em a safe & fun trip! =)
[ Jellybeans! =))) ]

2008-09-14T01:58:00.006+08:00

Out with John to Orchard yesterday as i need to spend my $40 Tangs voucher. Finally hit town after like months?! Bought a cap from fcuk in the end. I like! =)

Lunch-ed at Swensens before meeting Marc & JiaHui. The two guys then left for their class bbq whereas we girls slacked at Tampines Mall while waiting for Char.

It was a belated celebration for Chris & my birthday that night & we went Georges at Siglap for drinks. My girls damn sweet right! =D I know. A total of 14 people went. There's Joy, Chin Kiat, Gladys, Charmaine, JiaHui, Marcus, Johnathan, Patrina, Chris, Hillary, Mark, Reiko, Melissa & Nicholas. Ordered a barrel of Carlsberg or was it Heineken, i forgot. The game of 5, 10, 15, 20 started from Chris and it went on to the rest. JOY SIM! I will remember you for that night! She was so determined to get me drunk luh! LOL. ( Ok, i still love you la babe! =D ). After 3 cups, I was already halfway blabbering nonsense & damn high. Haha! Obviously, I can't hold alcohol well. Lol.

We were all having fun with Chris's new wig bought by Char. It was his birthday present. Ha! ( Photos below. ) Joy & Gla babe bought me a dress! & Char darl bought me a giraffe pencil case! Awww! I love em! Aye, hopefully i can get the rest of that night's pic from Melissa. My phone stupidly went dead after i took a few photos. Pfft!

Next post, dinner with Joanne, Victoria & Alfred. Fwah fwah fwah! Damn fun luh! Can't wait for Jo to send me all the rest of the pics! Hahaha! Swear we're gonna hang out more often. 7 years of friendship still going strong like a bull. LOVE! =)

2008-09-11T23:37:00.003+08:00

Always look on the bright side of life, tadah, tadah tadah tadah. =)

Tuition was cool today. Kids aren't that easy to tame and pacify nowadays. They demand for stickers, less homework, blah blah blah. But I still like my job. =)

It's been a while since i met up with all my friends. Joy, Gladys, Char, Chris, Chubb & more. I miss em.

Got back my sem test results yesterday. Fucked up. I knew that i would screw MicroE. & now, I FUCKING GOT TO STUDY FOR SUPP PAPERS! WTH! Why me??!!! =(
GPA of 2.4. Argh!

Was browsing friendster earlier on. I seem to be drifting away from some of my friends. I hate this kind of feeling. Honestly, i hate being left out. Aye, i'm not implying that someone have left me out or whatsoever. Put it in a way that i hate not being able to join friends for a short meet-ups. Hmm.. But i'm too lazy. Haha!

And as for hon, HELLO! I miss you! =D Love you. Bye.

2008-09-10T18:35:00.013+08:00

ECP with hon. =)

[ The best present he brought back for me from Malacca. Thanks John. =) ]

[ This bike damn difficult to control can! ]

[ Front ]

[ Back =) ]

[ If we can stay on just like that for a lil while more. ]

[ Guess what he's digging out from his bag.]

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[ "Potato chips, anyone?" MR BOM BOM! =D ]

I love you boy. I'm sorry for everything. Let's hope the both of us to work out. I want to get together. Thank you John.

2008-09-07T13:39:00.008+08:00

Two September-ian's birthday party. Nikki (John's sis) & Eileen! =)

Eileen's one was quite a blast. Though the storm got in the way, we still had our own fun. =D

2008-09-03T17:05:00.007+08:00

Aye, for the past 2 hours, i've been rotting at home with mr lappy. So i've decided pay my best friend a visit. HELLO PEOPLE! ( Can you tell that i'm seriously bored in this big container?!! ) The sky had been pouring for the past few days. And today was no exception. So i doubt mummy will wanna bring me out for a walk. Pfft! Honey is tutoring right now. Haven't seen him for 2 days but it's alright. I must get used to it. Cos he will be leaving for Malacca this sat for 3 days! Ah! Who's gonna entertain me then? =(

Speaking of tutoring, i got a new student! She's damn quiet! Starting to get a hang of tutoring P1s. Honestly speaking, it's not that hard to teach afterall. Ha. Thank god my tutees are not terrors. If not, i guess i would have blew my top at them already.

I miss my primary school friends, secondary school friends, clique 12, TP friends.. EVERYBODY! ( AH!!! John just surprised me at my door! =D THANK YOU B! Love you! =))) )

1st September 2008. Went John house to bake brownies! =)

[ & guess what we found in the weighing machine. COCKROACH! EWWW! ]

[ Naval piercing. =D ]

[ One of my tutee. Xiao Hui. =) ]

2008-08-31T22:58:00.006+08:00

29th August 2008. Damai Teacher's Day! =)))) Went back with most of 5a1 to 3 classmates. It feels good to gather once in a while. Got to see faces that i haven't seen for months. Performance weren't that good but we had our own fun. Lol. Lunch-ed in school and went home with b. Roseary in his house at night. In the midst of it, Eileen called. Clique 12's urgent meeting! Went to Shaun's house nearby to meet the rest. Home around 12am.

31st August 2008. I know this is gonna sound stupid but i went purely for the fun for it k! Not to compete huh! Lol. CLEO Covergirl Makeover. Million thanks to John who accompanied me there. Sorry for making you sat there and waited for an hour! Hee. Shopped around Taka and went Far East next. & i pierced my naval! It was pain luh. But damn nice! Ok, this time i'm damn sure mum's gonna kill me or kick me outta the house if she finds out. Too much for her to handle that i just got another 3 piercings when she said i'm not allowed to get more than 6 (current). Went East Point for dinner and then to b's house. =)

[ After make-up. ]

[ Hairstyling. ]

[ & ta-dah! Curls! Look so old luh! Lol. ]

2008-08-28T23:59:00.003+08:00

Accompanied Chen Ni to Queenstown today to repair her laptop. After a long ride of MRT from Bedok to Queenstown, we decided to feed our poor lil growling stomach first. Headed for Mcdonalds at Queenstown Shopping Mall. Was inspired by all those who had nice tragus piercing and i thought it would be nice to have one too. As i told myself, " just another 3 more piercings for you Patrina. & you're done. No more. " & ta-dah! I went to one of the shop in the mall and got my 2 piercings! & it's damn cheap luh! 1 for $4 only! Tragus and ear. Naval will be the last. I swear! Mum's gonna kill me if she finds out. Ha!

Met hon around 5 plus before tutoring. My tutee ( term for the kid which i'm tutoring ) scored B2s for her Math and English! OMG! Please tell me i'm part of it! Ha! As promised, gonna buy her Mcdonalds next week. Good job! Lol.

Had dinner with family after tuition. & you! JOHNATHAN CHUA YEE HAO! i miss you! =D love.

2008-08-27T20:12:00.002+08:00

27th August 2008. Last day of mid sem exams! Screw all papers and say hello to hol-llliiiiii-dayssss! Woohoo! Kinda lazy to carry on. Shall blog more when i have the time to and when i feel right. =) love.

" Yet i'm nothing more than a lie in your book. "
" I miss you boy. "
" Where are you... "

2008-08-27T19:58:00.005+08:00

24th August 2008. & yes! I finally get to meet my girls! They're the ones that can make me feel confident in telling everything. I miss them so much luh! Can't wait for jo's holiday and we can go stayover at her house! =D The meet up was supposed to study BUT we ended up chit-chatting. HA! I LOVE YOU VIC & JO! =))))))

2008-08-27T19:10:00.006+08:00

23th August 2008. Went along with John to his cousins gathering at Emerald Hill No. 5 pub. Never regret joining them cos it was damn fun luh! Age generation wasn't a hindrance to talk about everything under the sun. They totally rock my saturday night by camwhoring, playing charade and having endless chats. PICTURES! =)))

2008-08-25T00:01:00.007+08:00

A day before CSA semester test! Char went totally crazy dancing techno. Ha! Oh! Plus some random funny pics. Hee.

[ Our heart & effort became their venting tool! F*! ]

2008-08-23T12:15:00.002+08:00

I'm utterly disappointed in myself. But why is it always me?

I don't understand everything. Even what a simple human should do when they face such situation. I've never felt this way before. Give me a break. I wanna off my freaking phone but i can't. Cos i know things will happen. I'm so afraid in doing anything silly now. I think i just lost Patrina.

2008-08-22T16:01:00.005+08:00

First up, TP rocks! =)))
[ Gay partner's boxers. Ooops! ]

[ Super man & woman day! =D ]

Next, Sis's 21st birthday party! =)))

22 August 2008, MicroEcons paper. 2 more papers to go and it's holllll-li-day!! Woohoo!! =))

2008-08-18T22:58:00.009+08:00

I'm just here to upload all the pics that i've not posted since weeks ago. Hee. Luciana's 17th birthday. =))

Chris's 17th birthday celebration. =)))

Alright. That's all for now. Up next, pictures from sis's 21st birthday and some other random photos from school. Night people. Spread the love. =))

2008-08-16T23:25:00.003+08:00

Thanks to Mr Patrick, my laptop is now sick.

Being a tutor for the past few weeks was a good experience. Just in case you're clueless about what i'm talking about, i've quit my job at McDelivery calling centre and i'm now a Primary 1 tutor of 2 girls. =)))

Ah! Got to go. Stupid laptop. =(

2008-08-10T23:01:00.005+08:00

This is for you, Poifull.

A sudden post. Can't help but to think back on how we actually started. Back in sec 3s, strings pulled us together being as friends. Barriers between us din allow us to spark. & we held on to everything. I wouldn't dare to say that i have not fallen for you during the 5 seconds of you being such a gentleman i've ever seen. At then, it was the deepest secret i've kept in myself, that this guy is a keeper.

As months passed, we adapted to the people around us. Satisfying them with the most untruthful answers. ( At least i did. ) Love was blind. I took a step forward to a relationship which i never thought it should happen. You were there to back me up. Telling me, it could be beautiful. & i trusted you. It lasted a year and i've decided to choose another path instead.

During that one year, we had an image of each other differently. Mine was ugly. I was that pampered lil spoilt and the most unreasonable GF to you. Whereas, you are the guy which i envied with your love life. You are the most wonderful thing that can ever happen to a girl even though you tend to doubt yourself very often.

Years later, it was our last year in Damai. We only got back in contact when i ran into problems halfway through with that somebody. The thought of calling you to talk about everything just came right into me. Not even a second of hesitation. & i'm glad i made that move. Because it had led to something beautiful now.

Now here comes our third chance. First was in sec school, then came the time when i foolishly gave you up and now, i'm holding on to whatever we have as tight as i can. I never wanna let you go again. Though we're on a rough patch now, i believe we can work something out. I will be waiting as promised and i will never give up. You're simply amazing to me. & i don't really care about what others think anymore. That's why there's this post. ( While waiting for you to call. Hee. ) ILY J.

" You shine in my heart. "